/ Dharma Inquiry List.md
Dharma Inquiry List.md
1 _The following list is a set of prompts for inquiry and journaling that can offer insights into your unique life path and dharma._ 2 3 ### Values 4 5 - Who are you most inspired by (that you personally know or figures from history)? 6 - What about them inspires you? 7 8 Jesus Christ since he embodies/represents the absolute of human potential in this plane of existence. His unconditional love and forgiveness is something I aspire to ground and embody more and more in my day to day life. 9 10 - Who do you respect the most? 11 - What is it about them that you respect? 12 13 Steven Greer because he takes responsibility for the whole in a way that is totally independent on the reference frame of consensus reality. He faces forces that are literally unfathomable to the average mind and takes this journey guided by higher powers. 14 15 - What virtues would you most want to increase in yourself? 16 - Why those particular virtues? 17 18 Reliability. I want to be someone that sticks to his word and can be counted on by those around me. 19 Groundedness. I want to be grounded in reality so that I am an anchor of stability in my own life and those of others. 20 21 Why?: because this is how I can make the beauty of the higher spiritual realms manifest in the 3d realm. Only this way I can share it with as many of my brothers and sisters as possible which I feel innately drawn to do 22 23 - What types of behavior and people bother you the most? 24 25 Using meaningful global issues as a virtue signalling opportunity for egoic reasons and agendas. 26 27 Why?: because it muddies the waters for people to meaningfully address those issues. At worst it creates the idea that true devotion to the divine is an illusion which is a tragic misunderstanding of the unconditional love animating this reality 28 29 - Which issues in the world upset you the most? 30 31 The unaddressed darkness in the occult core of the machine (SRA, trauma-based mind control) that is both atrocious for everyone directly involved and increasingly leaking out into the rest of society as mass mind-control. 32 33 Why?: It distracts us collectively from our true purpose in this realm which is realising unconditional love for one another through absolute forgiveness. 34 35 - What do you see as most deeply wrong with or “off” in the world? 36 37 The weaponisation of stories for short term benefit through mind control. The profanity of this exponential erosion of sanity for empty idols. 38 39 Why?: It covers and hides the true meaningfulness of life with profanity and thus makes us wander into meaningless journeys of unnecessary suffering. 40 41 - What do you find the most beauty in? What are you most moved by? 42 43 Artistic expression of the DreamSongs growing in my mind. And the deeply passionate expression of those in video form. 44 Also witnessing people like Anneke Lucas who have suffered unfathomable abuse standing up for the victims and advocating for forgiveness. 45 46 Why?: It makes me feel closer to God which is my source. I feel truly alive and all questions about why I'm here and what this experience is for vanish in the lived answer of communion with the universal genius. 47 48 - If you imagine looking back at your life from your deathbed, who would you be the most proud to have been? 49 50 A beacon of hope for healing the world through forgiveness. Someone who addressed the darkest aspects of the human family only to meet it with love and light, inspiring a mass movement to do so at scale. 51 52 Why?: because this is the role that most serves my highest devotion in this life. 53 54 - What news stories about the world would you be most positively moved to see? 55 56 The InPower movement buying back all the land from Moloch to turn it into commons again. A mass awakening of mankinds potential catalysed through that. 57 ZPE tech finally breaking through to the mainstream in a mature way, causing unprecedented hope in the human collective for reversing the destruction of the biosphere and noosphere. 58 59 Why?: It would finally connect the enormous amount of good will with the understanding of how to serve our collective goals effectively. 60 61 - What would you spend your time working on if you could succeed but no one would ever know that you did it? 62 63 Setting up an anonymous and effective decentralised witness protection program for the occult core. Enabling a mass exodus from this darkest of places thus healing this wound in an exponential fashion 64 65 Why?: because it constitutes the highest leverage impact I can have for reducing unnecessary suffering on this planet while illuminating the human family as to where the actual roots of our problems lie 66 67 - What few qualities would you most want to increase in everyone if you could? 68 What few qualities would you most want to decrease in everyone if you could? 69 70 Increase: Mental clarity and sureness of purpose. I want to be able to keep my focus on the things that truly matter to me and fulfil me the most. For this I need a profound clarity about how I want to spend my time and what my priorities are. 71 72 Decrease: Undecidedness and mindless/blind chasing of opportunities without even knowing deeply why. 73 74 Why?: because I want to feel the meaningfulness of my actions which requires clarity on what they are serving and a focus so they actually make contact with that goal 75 76 - What would you sacrifice personal benefit for? 77 78 The communication of the inner workings of the machine and how it is feeding the occult core. Even if it temporarily costs me my reputation I would be willing to do it because it relates to such a larger and more meaningful picture than my personal benefit. 79 80 - What is more important to you than your own life? 81 82 Peace on earth. 83 84 Why?: because my own salvation is inseparable of everyone else's salvation 85 86 - What is sacred to you? What does sacred mean? 87 88 Intimacy and belonging for all of life. Sacred means its value is beyond words or quantification. Therefore beyond doubt or need for justification. 89 90 Why?: because it is our birth right as children of God to know our home which we receive by giving it to each other. 91 92 - What are you devoted to? What does devotion mean? 93 94 I'm devoted to contribute to humanity's journey towards the more beautiful world our hearts know is possible. 95 The flourishing of all of life and consciousness without exception. 96 Devoted means I fundamentally orient all actions and decisions in my life towards that goal. 97 98 Why?: Because there is no other goal besides that that seems meaningful at all in comparison. It does include even the smallest act of kindness knowing that it ultimately contributes to the journey. 99 100 - What is the basis of meaningfulness? 101 102 God 103 104 - What are you loyal to? What does loyalty mean? 105 - What would be an adequate reason to violate loyalty? 106 107 I'm loyal to the whole. To the kingdom of heaven and the bringing about of heaven on earth for everyone. 108 Loyalty means I do not serve anything above that. 109 In this case there would fundamentally be no reason to violate it except if there was a knowing that a temporary violation would somehow be necessary to serve this goal in the long term. 110 111 - What do you feel shame or guilt about? 112 113 My reliance on external support for my basic cost of living. 114 The lack of freely given aid to people around me that comes with that mental state I find myself in through that. 115 I am much more focused on myself and my problems than on how I can be helpful to those around me as I want to be. 116 I ask the Holy Spirit to guide me to a more beautiful version of my life and myself that is able to give freely as I have known it at times in the past 117 118 Why?: because I impoverish myself through my own self-image which perpetuates this lack mentality. I know it is a loop of unnecessary suffering that doesn't serve any meaningful purpose. 119 120 - What do you feel remorse or regret about? 121 122 Holding back support for people who have supported me because I thought I couldn't offer it 123 124 Why?: because I create an experience for them which I am afraid to experience myself. Thus I create a world I don't wish for anyone. 125 126 - If all your personal desires were already met, what would you then desire or care about? 127 128 Shifting our species from the path towards the tech singularity towards the human singularity. Parasitic divergence towards Symbiotic convergence. 129 130 Why?: because it is the highest goal I can serve in this lifetime. 131 132 - If you knew you were going to die next year, what would you do? 133 134 Spend meaningful time with the people close to me. Sharing stories around the campfire and celebrating life together. 135 Letting close friends and family know how much I love them. 136 Also recording all my most meaningful thinking in a non-perfectionist way so I can pass it on to whoever wants to continue this story. 137 138 Why?: because ultimately this is where I feel most alive. 139 140 _Then ask **“why”** to your answers to each of these questions, until you come to something that feels fundamental._ 141 142 ### Propensities 143 144 - Considering strengths and aptitudes more than just specific skills, what am I naturally good at? 145 - What seems to come easy to me? 146 147 Communication abstract ideas with clarity and precision through visual metaphors. Framing stories in a way that make them land with little effort to a much larger audience than usual. 148 Because it is just how my mind naturally works. I couldn't do it differently if I tried. 149 150 - What types of activities do I feel replenished by? 151 152 Weaving together existing ideas into larger wholes. Most importantly oriented towards addressing the largest problems our species is facing right now. 153 Because it always releases/reveals novel beauty which is what I'm fundamentally animated by. 154 155 Honestly sharing intimate feelings with trusted friends. Making myself vulnerable to show myself and hold space for others to do the same. 156 Because it makes me feel at home and grounded. 157 158 - What am I willing to do even if it taxes me? 159 160 Program the InterBrain plugin. Because it is sooo rewarding to finally use the system I've been dreaming about for so many years. 161 162 - What do I enjoy doing for its own sake, independent of producing results or getting acknowledgement? 163 164 Downloading transcendent knowledge. Because it brings me closer to God and the infinite beauty that is the source of everything including me. 165 166 - What is my attention repeatedly called to? 167 - What can I not _not_ pay attention to? 168 169 How to bridge the occult core with the technocratic shell. Because it is the most consequential and overlooked area of the noosphere. The amount of potential released by effectively bridging this is simply unprecedented. 170 171 The general conversation around topics I'm interested in to download myself. For some reason listening to others thinking about similar things but from a different level feels distracting to me. 172 173 - What am I intrinsically fascinated by? Passionate about? 174 - What would I love to study just because it’s interesting? 175 176 ZPE, TOEs. Because it is the intellectual path of cold beauty to know God more fully. The elegance and coherence of thinking about this is just too attractive for me not to think about this. 177 178 - When have I felt the most pride/satisfaction related to something I did? 179 180 The Age of Miracles video was a truly meaningful experience to create. Because it surprised myself of what I'm capable of and showed me the potential I can access when co-creating with the holy spirit. The amount of inspiration this has brought into the world was truly satisfying to see. 181 182 - When have I felt most fully alive? 183 184 Receiving that Christ guided download on Halloween 2023. Because it was the most transcendent and clear experience in my life so far. 185 186 - What have been the greatest difficulties/pains in my life? 187 188 Guilt and shame about not being able to support myself. Because it makes me contract into a weak and helpless version of myself which is so far removed from my true potential. 189 190 - What are the shadows or weaknesses associated with my greatest strengths or gifts? 191 192 I'm almost overly sensitive perhaps even afraid to hear other people explore the topics I'm seeking to create content about. There is almost a fear of my voice being superfluous. 193 194 - What are the possible gifts associated with my greatest pains, failings, or flaws? 195 196 In avoiding input from others on the topics I'm exploring I am able to drink from the source in the way Walter Russell described it. 197 This allows me to arrive at truly novel places and contribute to the conversation in ways I wouldn't if I were adjusting to the herd. 198 199 ### Capacities 200 201 - If my financial needs were already met for the rest of my life, what would I do? 202 203 Create Project Liminality (Music, Instrument, Musician) with full dedication. 204 Help the Quinta to flourish. Because those are the clearest channels of meaningfulness and beauty in my life. 205 206 - If I had the wealth of Bill Gates or Warren Buffet, what would I do with my life and resources? 207 208 Fund the Regenaissance. Help ZPE tech to break through in a wise way. Make Miracles happen (Primary Water, EVO based recycling, Cancer cures etc.) Because it would serve the highest evolution of the human family in my lifetime. 209 210 - If I was going to go back to school, what would I study? 211 212 Engineering/Materials science/3D Printing related things. Anything helping me to serve the proliferation of decentralised industry more fully. Because this would allow a dramatic increase in quality of life and resilience of our civilisation. 213 214 - If I could download skills _Matrix_-style, what would my top few most desired skills be? 215 216 Yoga, Kite-surfing, Portuguese. Because I would be more in my body which is how I feel much more grounded. Speaking Portuguese would allow me to connect more with my local community and participate more meaningfully in it. 217 218 - What would I do and how would I be different… 219 - If I was a lot more confident/less fearful than I currently am? 220 221 I would leverage existing potentials in my network with less doubt and more effectively. 222 223 - If I was meaningfully smarter than I currently am? 224 225 I would figure out how to build the DreamComposer and other non-trivial tools for PL 226 227 - If I had much better discipline? 228 229 I would find an optimal balance in my relationship to cannabis. Do more neurohacking. More physical exercise to optimise my mental and physical health so I can serve what I care about more meaningfully. 230 231 - If I was better with people (more understanding, charismatic, empathetic, patient, etc.)? 232 233 I would catalyse more of a togetherness feeling and act as social bridge inside our community 234 235 - If I had better emotional regulation? 236 237 I would more often check in with people around me how they were doing and hold space for them if they need it 238 239 - If my main character deficits were resolved? 240 241 I would be more generous with my time and more reliable to those around me 242 243 - If I had the right team and people supporting me? 244 245 I would focus my energy and attention more on what is truly mine to do. Many tasks I'm doing right now are not expressing my highest purpose. Having an ideal team where everyone does what they're best at would allow me to give more fully what only I can give. 246 247 - If I had already received all the love, recognition, attention, appreciation, and validation I could ever want and was no longer concerned with those things at all? 248 249 I would be much more focused on how I can help others in my surrounding 250 251 - If my life started over with a clean slate (no previous commitments, baggage, etc.)? 252 253 I would actually serve the same goals imho. Some level of perfectionism probably would not be haunting me as much as it is right now. Which stems from carrying the baggage of having filled the role of indigo child in the past and trying to keep that up. 254 255 - If I knew I would live and be vital until I was 200? 256 257 I would be much more relaxed concerning time horizons given that 200 years would also be the guaranteed lifespan of our civilization. 258 I'm driven a lot by a sense of urgency that stems from fear. Letting go of this would make me much more peaceful and effective at the same time. 259 260 _Then ask **“why”** to your answers to each of these questions, until you come to something that feels fundamental._ 261 262 ### **Karma** 263 264 - Who has helped me in my life? 265 266 My parents, Lorenz, Anna, Gino, my sister, Jordan Hall, Gino, Ivone, my grandmas, my family, Ayla and Daan 267 268 - What blessings have I received, without which I wouldn’t have much of what I am grateful for? 269 270 Motherly and Fatherly love from my parents, including birth and loving support throughout all my challenges. Continuing emotional and financial support. 271 272 Financial support from my sister and Lorenz 273 274 A place to stay from Ivone 275 276 A safe space to find myself from Ayla and Daan. 277 278 The ability to reconnect to my inner child with Anna. So much beautiful time and moments with Anna throughout our relationship. 279 280 A kickstart from Jordan Hall. 281 282 Support for my path from Gino. 283 284 - What obligation do I have to pay those gifts forward, and what might that entail? 285 286 For my parents I just want to become the most healthy and beautiful version of myself. That is the greatest gift I can give them. Not being reliant on continuous financial support from my dad is part of that. 287 288 My sister and Lorenz I have paid/want to pay back the money they lent me. I want to be able to support them financially in the future if they ever need it. 289 290 For Ivone I want to help make the Quinta vision become a reality. 291 292 For Ayla and Daan I want to be a supportive friend and gift my time and undivided attention to them. 293 294 For Anna I want to continue to support her as a friend who wants to see her succeed in finding a home and giving her unique gifts. 295 296 For Jordan Hall I want to execute my Dharma and mission of Project Liminality. Cutting out distractions. 297 298 For Gino I want to do the same. And when a startup does come about he will be made an advisor as he requested. 299 300 - Who have I hurt in my life? Directly or indirectly? 301 302 Quentin needed my support which I was unable to give at that time. Not receiving what he thought I could give him has caused deep hurt in his life from what I could see. 303 304 Ayla needed support in the past which I could not give for the same reason as with Quenni. In both cases it was my entanglement with Anna, filling a role for her I fundamentally did not want to occupy, which made me unable to have any time and energy outside of our relationship. 305 306 - Where did any of my success or benefit come at anyone else’s expense (my family, romantic partners, friends, business partners, and not just humans, but any beings?) 307 - What amends do I need to make for those actions? 308 - Where any amends cannot be made with the beings directly, how could I make those amends to life in general? What would that entail? 309 310 My work on PL has come at the expense of not giving Anna the attention she asked for in our relationship. 311 Relying on continuous financial support from my Dad also was a function of focusing on my life mission without thinking too much about stable income. 312 313 For Anna I want to give her credit for her contribution to the InterBrain / DreamOS vision. Also giving her support where I can so she can pursue her path as fully as possible. 314 315 For my Dad I want to take more responsibility for covering the bottom of Maslows hierarchy in my life so he can stop worrying about me. 316 317 318 - Where has my family and lineage had gifts or greatness? 319 - How am I a part of that lineage and how is that a part of my story? 320 321 My great grandfather was a leader during the 3rd reich. I learned through family constellations that he cared for the whole/his people and was not afraid to make compromises to be effective in that. He did not subscribe to the madness of the regime but staid inside the system to have maximal effectiveness. His legacy was consequently distorted through post-war propaganda. 322 323 There is an integrity I have inherited from him. Which allows me to do what's right, not what makes me look good. 324 325 My mission in highlighting and healing the occult core, ending the reign of propaganda is 100% connected to this story. 326 327 - Where has my family and lineage caused suffering? 328 - How might I make amends for those harms and how is that part of my story? 329 330 Though I do not know the details, many of my family members were involved in some fashion in the 3rd reich. Even my great grandfather has potentially contributed to the lynching of British soldiers post bombing of Pforzheim. 331 332 Whatever the dark side of any of their involvement in the 3rd reich was, I am determined to shine light into the actual dynamics that caused the suffering which is to this day continuing with mass mind-control of the german people and beyond. 333 I will address this even if it can only be done with extreme resistance. 334 335 - Who have I loved that has died? 336 - What were the traits I loved most about them? 337 - In what ways can I increase those traits within myself, so that they continue to live through me? 338 339 My grandpa Hans was a big role model for me. He sparked my curiosity in understanding how things work on a scientific level. My love fro first principle thinking was strongly nurtured by him. He also was a very kind human being. 340 341 I want to become an educator for all sorts of knowledge but focusing on physics and metaphysics primarily. I want to inspire especially young children by highlighting the endless mysteries of the cosmos and how much and yet how little we know about its inner workings. 342 343 Building a p2p education system is definitely honoring his impact on me. 344 345 ### Patterns 346 347 - What common behaviors feel like compulsion rather than dharma? 348 349 Chasing opportunities to be involved in projects that on the surface seem to be serving life but actually don't really resonate with the depth of my being. 350 If money was not an issue I wouldn't chase them. 351 If I was more clear about solving my money problems in a focused way I would spend less time chasing them and focus on finding a part time job that does not need to be super aligned as long as it allows me to cover my basics. 352 353 - What fears and attachments keep me from fully living what I know is highest in my heart? 354 355 Not having enough money. Being lonely and isolated. 356 357 - How do insecurity, self-doubt, and fear limit my choices? 358 359 I trap myself in a compulsive perfectionism because I'm afraid of not being enough. This leads to me often not doing things at all instead of doing them in an imperfect way. 360 361 - How does ego get in the way of being the person I would respect the most? 362 363 I sometimes lack the ability to give credit to others because I feel like I'm losing control over my mission that way. 364 365 - What parts of my life would not engender the respect of those whom I respect the most? 366 367 My tendency to be unreliable when chasing opportunities aimlessly due to lack of clarity and direction. 368 My behaviour sometimes is not far away from sticking around as long as I benefit and leave once I see something more promising elsewhere. 369 Fundamentally this is driven by sense of lack, fear and confusion for which I can forgive myself. 370 Reducing this tendency in myself by increasing my clarity and focus is something that would make me respect myself more. 371 372 - What do I do that I wouldn’t want to be fully honest about? 373 374 Use people like WX to get what I can before I can finally abandon him. Sticking around as long as I have to even though I do not want to stay for the long term. 375 376 - Where is my success occurring at the expense of others? 377 378 When I'm operating in those circles around Gino I feel like an alien. I take the gifts I'm given but seldom feel like returning them in a meaningful way. 379 The type of success I'm getting through this always feels slightly off which mirrors my inability to meaningfully return the favours. 380 381 - Where does my life feel imbalanced? 382 383 I lack a grounded routine and a connection to my local environment. From this ungroundedness I tend to require and receive more support from others than I'm able to give. 384 385 - What do I do because I’m good at it or get rewarded for it, but about which I don’t really care deeply? 386 387 Helping out at FunCity feels like something I'm not totally on board with but which gives me money or other types of compensation. 388 389 ### **Guidance** 390 391 - What were the most profound spiritual experiences of my life? 392 - What did I experience? 393 - What was clear in those moments? 394 395 Ono Halloween 2023 I asked the cosmos of full of light beings for help on behalf of all of mankind while in a peak state of a candy flip. I was answered in the most clear download or memetic lightning strike I could never have expected. 396 The holy spirit told me with unshakeable clarity that my service, my special function is to create a series of videos bridging the rational and trans-rational domains of consciousness on this planet. 397 398 It was so clear that this is my ultimate mission here and that PL is a system that allows this to happen at scale. 399 400 When I keep saying I'm getting distracted by worldly problems of money and such, this is what I'm ultimately being distracted away from. 401 402 - When I was with people I loved who were dying, what was most important to me? 403 - After their death, what were my reflections about life? 404 405 Being present with them and honouring the fact that they were still here. Valuing and appreciating every moment we could still be together in this way. 406 407 After grandpa died I realised how he had touched the world and people around him and that how he would life on in the people who cared about him was in some sense more real or closer to his essence than his day to day life. 408 409 - What were some of the epiphanies I’ve had that felt most clarifying, empowering, or liberating? 410 411 That my time and the freedom to spend it on things I find meaningful is the most valuable asset I have. Deciding to need less rather than earn more in order to simplify my life was a great insight I'm grateful for having had early on in my life. 412 413 - What are the moments I felt most at peace? 414 - What would it be like to live from that place? 415 416 Living a very slow life in the summer after separating from Anna. I had a stable source of income doing what I loved and a lot of time to heal and be in nature. 417 I remember the morning hours enjoying the sun while drinking my coffee feeling this deep gratitude for being given these moments were all was taken care of. 418 419 - At which moments did I feel the sense of the sacred the most profoundly? 420 421 When actively downloading DreamTalk for upcoming videos I'm working on. There were moments when such a wealth of passion and deep service to the sacredness of life through this overwhelmingly beautiful storytelling was coming through. 422 These experiences involved mostly being in nature while connecting to the divine through cannabis and deepening into my desire to serve. 423 424 - At which moments did I feel most in love? 425 426 Beautiful adventures and day trips I shared with Anna. We would just enjoy life and the beauty of this are here in Portugal together. 427 428 - What are the deepest and clearest knowings I have experienced? 429 430 The moment I realised I was not the right person to be Anna's romantic partner was one of the clearest knowings I have experienced so far.