1  %title 1st October 2018 at 22:06
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3  %date 2018-10-01 22:06
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5  today is a public holiday, but i've had a great weekend. yesterday I had Logan's birthday to attend which was nice chill games sesh mostly. then after that caitlin picked me up and we went to cammy's place for a fun game of boardgames and booze. it was delightful. it was me, jj, cammy, caitlin, clare, henry, and ricky. we mostly played coup and resistance. resistance got very heated again as usual, mostly between me and jj but i had a lot of fun and i think jj did as well. however in the final game i was the one calling all the shots and fucked up on jonathon and clare. i thought clare was good but jonathon was the good guy! i came so close to orchestrating the whole thing from the ground up, i felt so powerful throughout the course of that game, since i had elected myself in charge and nobody really contested me meaningfully. social deduction games are so good. i had a very strong read on jj from the get go. clare swindled me though. there was also lots of hugs after each game so we felt better and i really liked that because i do get intense and really wanted hugs anyway. after most the rest of the squad left since it was getting late, it was just me ricky cammy and caitlin. we were up pretty late chatting about things and drinking and playing pool (though we never really finished the game) and i really needed that i think. i felt pretty good in the morning which was surprising, but i did take a nap later in the day. it was really fun talking about cammy and caitlins relationships and romance in general. i really do love talking to people.  i wish i was better about it.
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7  the internet guy is coming tomorrow and i really want my internet fixed. i didnt do any of the productive things i thought i would without internet and it really kept me glued to my phone instead. it seems that going internet-less isn't the solution and i should write a blog about this maybe, preferably sooner than later so i have the experience fresh in my mind. 
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9  overall, i'm left in a good mood and feel pleased. i don't have that much uni work that is immently due, and need to plan my america trip if its gonna happen so there are some things coming up, but ultimately im optimistic about the near future.