1  %title 14th January 2020 at 01:43
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3  %date 2020-01-13 01:43
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5  I've been back in canberra for a long while now and have done exactly nothing. I really want to change this. But instead I keep getting high and playing video games. I think I need to quit weed again for a while. Saying that makes me nervous. But that's probably a good thing, it means deep down I'm aware of how much I really am addicted to it and the thought of quitting makes me scared about how i'll go without it. 
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7  2 days ago I dropped MD again with Junni, Anshul, Nanak. But I didn't really have a good time. even though the md was really good, I just didn't vibe very well. And then I've had to spend the past two days basically recovering. I want more from tomorrow. I want to do things. 
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9  Manage my focus.