1  %title 2nd March 2020 at 02:21
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3  %date 2020-03-01 02:21
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5  this shit is really eating me up inside and i still cant sleep. I figured out what i want to say to Minnie, sorta. She's always asking about what my deal is, and truth is i tried to convince a pretty girl to take a chance on me and see where the ride went. but now i realize that because the ride can't go anywhere, it doesn't matter if I convince thethe girl or not. 
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7  but more of whats eating me is Chutney. I remember giving her the death stare. Jharna was cordial and gave me a hug. I'm pretty sure i flipped off neero for no reason. Harshita doesn't trust me anymore. I don't think Saad does either. Me and Tanika were basically at each others throats over text. I remember tellimg Abdel I dont have a problem with him, but I think he may have a problem with me. I think thats basically everyone from that group. I am certainly now separate, but I dont mind. Im used to standing on my own and I held my own last night. I did good. 
8  Watching burning bridges is more fun than I thought it would be, but it hurts more too.