1  %title 24th September 2020 at 22:27
 2  :jrnl:
 3  %date 2020-09-24 22:27
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 5  *sigh* ive been getting hammered at work. i've been saying this a lot to all my friends and it sucks. i only have myself to blame too. i keep not working on fridays and goofing off and taking naps. but part of it is also that i hate being micromanaged. Suraj is quite the micromanager and i've decided i don't really enjoy working with him anymore. it's frusting for me because i know i also don't do much work unless i'm prodded, so im kinda doomed to either grow the fuck up and do the work, or be micromanaged. it's an easy pick for me. 
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 7  so here is my declaration: i am going to try harder at work. 
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 9  hmmm what else? not really a whole lot to be honest. i spend my off time just scrolling and managing my tabs... i want that to change. on the bright side i did some planning today, for tomorrow. i've been hitting my habits (except hindi and devlog) so things are going quite alright? idk. maybe im still in a mood because of getting hammered at work... 3ish more weeks before i pass probation but im not even sure that will be a load off my neck. Gareth's firm is hiring and I'm gonna apply there with the hopes of being paid more and working with cooler people. idk, i like Nick at my current job. and the work isn't half bad. i wish it was more security-centric but alas. 
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11  i'm tired now so i'm going to bed. i'm going climbing in the morning.