1  %title 20th August 2020 at 22:50
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3  %date 2020-10-19 22:50
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5  even though i said i was thinking about calling riya today, im sorta glad i didnt. i spent a lot of time doing dev work and other things ive wanted to spend time on but havent that i attributed to spending time with her (even though i know rationally, that's unfair) and i'm really happy to have done that. i'm trying to figure out a time to call her tomorrow since i'll be fairly busy throughout the day and night but i'll definietly figure something out. i have to call her, and i do miss her. even though i could call her now, i still sorta dread that. i suppose i'm relishin the last moments of freedom, though thats a disgusting way to put it. perhaps ill call her first thing in the morning tomorrow. i think i really did get what i wanted out of this time away from her and am happy to go back to her so to speak. i am worried about what that'll be like, because i feel like i smashed on the breaks. i'm curious as to what it'll be like as well as nervous. 
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7  in other news i realized i've been using taskwarrior wrong this whole time. i had been using tags instead of projects. taskwhisperer makes using projects sooo much better. i'm very keen to get taskwiki + vimwiki up and running now again and really integrate the two together. i had been feeling like something had been with my kitaab for a while now and was thinking about switching to neuron for a long while, but now with taskwhisperer setup "correctly" im far more interested in getitng taskwiki up.