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 3  %date 2022-10-08 15:02
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 6  Frustrated today, but unable to pin-point what exactly. Was feeling resentful towards Dee yesterday. I also noticed I can't stop yawning around her, even when I'm not tired, My body is either on edge or really tired around her and I think that's a pretty bad sign. I'm trying to figure out what exactly I'm resentful about. Part of me wants to think it's just the amount of time I spend with her. A couple hours everyday on the phone, pretty much all weekend every weekend. But I don't think that's all of it. Something about being babied. I feel like I need to take a break. 
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 8  I've also started consistently getting high again, and I think it's affecting my mood for the negative. :( 
 9  Should probably take a break again. 
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15  - [[221011-2012|Feeling Self Destructive]]