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 3  %date 2022-12-12 15:39
 4  %update 2022-12-12 23:41
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 6  Im kinda salty about our planned Spain trip... 
 7  maybe salty is the wrong word, i'm just sad. I didn't quite realize how much i was looking forward to  seeing her again. I think part of it is also how non-chalantly she dismissed the idea as ridiculous 🙁 i think that's the part that hurt the most. 
 8  *sigh* i'm not even sure i should tell her, because i dont want her to go if she doesn't want to, but idk, i really was looking forward to seeing her again i guess...
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11  Okay we spoke about it and now i'm less salty. but i still think she's scared to see me.