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 3  %date 2023-04-24 12:25
 4  %update 2023-04-24 19:23
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 6  Something feels off again today. I'm quite low energy, but more like sad low energy, than regular low energy. I've been super itchy of late with allergies consistently acting up. I had a lot of trouble falling asleep last night because of it. I'm not sure what's causing it still, and it's driving me crazy. Gareth came by today and is staying until Sunday, and I can already feel my fairly low social battery being drained. 
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 8  In other news I want to practice idea generation. I also still need to do the "inner dialogue" between "being" and "doing". I noticed that I can't be consistently exercise mode AND also be computer guy, and I think that's a big difference between the being and doing modes of me. Maybe it's part of why I've been super low energy? I don't know. Related to being computer guy, I managed to configure ulogger with Nix which is dope, and even though it took me basically all day yesterday, I'm really happy I managed to configure it. Now I need to set up automation so it tracks whenever I leave the house. And if I'm in the automation sauce I should also automate habit backups, and then work towards building the TUI habit tracker thingo. I could even export the database instead of the json, but that might be a bit much. 
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10  I have a date with Parul shortly, that I'm not anxious about, but like feeling moody because I'm tired. I think she'll cheer me up though, at least I hope she will. 
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13  = Today I am grateful for =
14  - Getting some time alone
15  - Doing the fucking Canada thing for drivers license proof, even though I nearly didn't
16  - Gareth ❤
17  - Getting to hang out with Parul for a few hours and see her face ❤