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 2  :jrnl:gratitude:
 3  %date 2023-05-11 23:04
 4  %update 2023-05-11 23:14
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 6  I just got back from a delightful nightride. Even though I didn't really want to go (it was just after survivor) I'm really grateful I did. It was such a lovely night out there, the stars were beautiful 😊
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 8  I didn't really do a whole lot else today, except cook and work out I guess. I should be proud of that to be honest. I haven't really been feeling the best, so it does feel good to at least still show up for those habits. Even though I have failed GMM (laregly idea writing, but I've also gotten take out) I still feel inclined to show up and continue working on my habits, which is nice. 
 9  Though looking at my [[230511-1040|"what I should do today"]]  I didn't really do much of any of those. At least not the non-habit ones. I suppose I always have that trouble during GMM. I do the habit ones and not the others, which, whatever I guess. I suppose that's part of why I think its not actually a good thing. Regardless of whether you succeed or not, you come out feeling worse. It's a lose-lose, for the most part, and for most people. I know Connor is perhaps a notable exception to that. 
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11  I also took a nap around noon, that I defs regret. I was sorta tired, but not that tired, but after that nap I was very tired. I feel like I gotta be more scrupulous of my naps. It's not even just when I'm bored or wanting a distraction, it's even if I'm slightly tired, and I think often it's better for me to just push through it? I don't know, I also quite like napping haha
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13  Anyways, that was kinda my whole day. 
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15  = Today I am grateful for =
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17  - Going on a night ride
18  - Being a fully able body person, with sight and sound and touch
19  - Morning meditation being such an effective "steerer" for my day
20  - Getting all my cooking done 🍚
21  - Successfully haven taken a break from fedi for the past couple days
22  - Feeling more on top of my move to Canada