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2  :jrnl:
3  %date 2023-09-22 14:33
4  %update 2023-09-22 14:37
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6  I don't know why I'm so determined to self-sabotage. Instead of doing literally anything useful, I'll spend *so* much time scrolling fedi or hn or my rss feeds. I feel tired so I take a nap, only for my mind to race about things I _should_ do, and then come back and sit at my computer and not do them, or get instantly tired again (like now...)
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8  My avoidant [[230920-2136|restless]] behaviour is beginning to get on my nerves and I really ought to do something about it. It's not even something specific, I should just stop avoiding things.