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 2  :jrnl:
 3  %date 2023-12-16 23:15
 4  %update 2023-12-17 13:43
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 6  Feeling some kind of way, and it's not bad but a little strange. A little lost in translation? Was hanging out with Alex for heaps of the day, and while that was fun and I enjoyed it, I guess I did feel a bit like an outsider? Alex tries really hard to be interesting and esoteric and it's cool, I like him. He has good aesthetic, and generally interesting ideas, but gets caught up in pretension a little much. But I like him. We did hang out for a bit too long for my liking, but hey he helped me take out the trash!  
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 8  I also finally got to speak to Nani. My problems seem so small compared to Delhi. Nani is getting real old, Akhil is running his own business. I don't know, I guess I feel like an outsider there too. It's not even that I feel misunderstood, but that I can't be my real self around them. They wouldn't understand when I spoke of things I loved, of things I cared about. The environment. What the nature of our goals should be. Maybe they would understand, but I fail to bring these topics up, I guess. It's difficult for me to do so?  
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10  The world feels so big and I feel so small.
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12  = Today I am Grateful For = 
13  - Getting to speak to Nani again after a long while
14  - Chatting with Akhil
15  - Hanging out with Alex 
16  - Reaching out to people 
17  - Remembering that I am not alone
18  - That my house is slowly becoming more comfy